What its like to love me…

While I will never have the answer to the question, what is it like to love me? I know rest in the peace of allowing others to decide that answer. Knowing that some may leave, but the ones who stay show me my true purpose.

What I know so far: Words for my younger and future self.

No matter who you are or what happened to you you are worthy of healing. Never healing allows the pain to win. You are strong enough! Friends and moments come and go. Your worth is not determined by the number of people who consistently show up. Everyone is fighting their own battle. Sometimes you areContinue reading “What I know so far: Words for my younger and future self.”

I want your opinion

I thought this would be the best way to ask…. I began EMDR in February. The journey has been life changing thus far. I would love to share the journey with you all, but truthfully not sure how many people would be interested. EMDR is eye movement desensitization reprocessing therapy. This intense therapy is usedContinue reading “I want your opinion”

This side of the door

Where life is messy, grammar is far from perfect and healing is priority. The thought of typing this blog entry is causing immediate pounding in my chest. I realize this entry will come as a shock to so many people. More than that writing out all these moments and thoughts seems to be more difficultContinue reading “This side of the door”

Path to loving you

One of the most difficult things I have ever heard from someone was along the lines of “I have never met anyone else who is so kind, compassionate and caring, but has no idea how to love. You are incapable of loving anyone and incapable of allowing someone to love you.” Those words have stuckContinue reading “Path to loving you”

Finding peace outside of the fire

Expectations are incredibly comfortable for everyone around us.  We have been surrounded in a society of expectations. We have grown to believe that making others uncomfortable is unacceptable. Our job especially as adults is to ACT LIKE AN ADULT! We are taught not to ask why; we often tell our children “because I said so.”Continue reading “Finding peace outside of the fire”

Embracing the Smoke

“Eventually, the time comes when you mourn the comfort you felt in the chaos of the fire. You embrace the smoke and you rise up into your purpose.” JessicaLynn This post is slightly different. I had intended to write everything out into an official post, but I have struggled since the day I recorded thisContinue reading “Embracing the Smoke”